文天祥指南录后序英译

文天祥《指南录后序》英译
英译：
On February 19, the second year of De You, I was appointed as the Right Prime Minister and concurrently the Minister of Military Affairs, with the rank of Commander-in-Chief of all the troops. At that time, the troops of the Yuan Dynasty had already approached the gate of Lin'an, and it was too late to take any measures such as fighting, defending the city, or moving the capital. Scholars, officials, and gentry all gathered at the Prime Minister's residence of the Left Prime Minister, but no one knew what to do. At that time, messengers of the Yuan Dynasty were traveling back and forth, and the Yuan Dynasty invited the person in charge of the government to meet them. Everyone thought that if I went, it might ease the disaster. Since the situation had reached such a point, I could not care about myself. I thought that the Yuan Dynasty might still be moved by words. At first, when envoys were sent to and from the Yuan Dynasty, none of them were detained in the north. I wanted to take this opportunity to find out the real situation of the Yuan Dynasty and then come back to seek a way to save the country. So I resigned from the position of Prime Minister and declined the appointment. The next day, I went to the Yuan Dynasty as the Minister of the Palace Academy.
When I first arrived at the Yuan camp, I argued passionately and forcefully, causing quite a stir among the Yuan officials. The Yuan Dynasty did not dare to underestimate our country immediately. Unfortunately, Lu Shimei had already slandered me before, and Jia Yvqin had also flattered the Yuan Dynasty. As a result, I was imprisoned and could not return home, and the affairs of the country became even more hopeless. I thought that I could not escape, so I went straight to the Yuan general and scolded him for breaking his promise. I listed the crimes of Lu Shimei and his nephew as traitors. I only wished to die and did not care about personal safety. The Yuan officials treated me with respect on the surface, but were actually very angry. The two important officials of the Yuan Dynasty, who were in charge of entertaining the envoys, surrounded my residence at night with their troops, preventing me from returning home. Not long after, Jia Yvqin and others went to the
Yuan camp as envoys. The Yuan Dynasty forced me to go with them, but I was not included in the list of envoys. I should have committed suicide, but I still endured it and went. As the ancients said, "I am going to do something." When I arrived at Jingkou, I found an opportunity to escape to Zhenzhou. I immediately reported the true situation of the Yuan Dynasty to the governors of the Eastern and Western circuits and made an appointment with them to launch a large-scale counterattack. Perhaps this was the chance for the restoration of the country. I stayed for two days, but the commander of Yangzhou issued an order to expel me. I had no choice but to change my name, hide my identity, travel on foot, and sleep outdoors. Every day, I moved around with the Yuan cavalry in the area between the Yangtze River and the Huai River. I was hungry, thirsty, and had nowhere to turn, but the pursuit and arrest by the Yuan troops was urgent. The sky was high and the earth was vast, and my cries for help were useless. Later, I found a small boat and avoided the sandbars where the Yuan troops were stationed. I escaped from the mouth of the Yangtze River, crossed the North Sea, and then crossed the Yangtze River again. I entered Suzhou Gulf, traveled through Siming and Tiantai, and finally arrived in Yongjia.
Alas! I have been close to death many times. It would have been worthy to die for denouncing the Yuan general; it would have been worthy to die for cursing the traitors; it would have been worthy to die for arguing with the high officials of the Yuan Dynasty for twenty days; it would have been worthy to die for attempting to assassinate the Yuan general at Jingkou; it would have been worthy to die for passing by the Yuan ships for more than ten miles; it would have been worthy to die for being discovered by the scout ships of the Yuan Dynasty and almost being killed; it would have been worthy to die for being expelled from Zhenzhou and forced to wander aimlessly; it would have been worthy to die for passing by Yangzhou and encountering the sentries of the Yuan Dynasty; it would have been worthy to die for nearly falling into the hands of the bandits at Guigongtang; it would have been worthy to die for being pursued by the guards of the Yuan Dynasty; it would have been worthy to die for getting lost in the night and nearly being drowned; it would have been worthy to die for being stopped by the Yuan officials at Gaoting and
almost being arrested; it would have been worthy to die for traveling on a small boat on the rough sea; it would have been worthy to die for fearing being innocent and killed; it would have been worthy to die for traveling three hundred miles between Hai'an and Rugao, where the Yuan troops passed back and forth every day. In short, I was in constant danger of death. In the end, I managed to escape death, but the dangers and hardships I went through were beyond human endurance. When I think about it, I feel extremely painful. How painful it is!
While in trouble, I sometimes wrote poems to record what had happened to me.
I have kept these poems and would not give them up. I copied them during my journey. When I was sent to the Yuan camp, I wrote one volume at the north gate of Jingkou; after leaving the north gate of Jingkou and passing through Wumen, Piling, Guazhou, and Yangzhou, and returning to Jingkou, I wrote another volume; after leaving Jingkou and traveling to Zhenzhou, Yangzhou, Gaoyou, Taizhou, and Tongzhou, I wrote another volume; after traveling by sea to Yongjia and Sishan, I wrote another volume. I plan to keep these volumes at home so that future generations can read them and understand my intentions.
Alas! I am fortunate to have survived, but what is the point of surviving? As a subject, if the monarch is humiliated, the subject should die even if he is innocent. As a son, if the father is dead, the son should die even if he is innocent. How can I let myself rot like grass and trees and not be able to clear my name before my ancestors? Now, it is not a pity for me to die, but I regret that I have not expressed myself through writing before, so that those who will know me a thousand years from now can only learn about me from this article. In the summer of the same year, the reigning title was changed to Jingyan, and I wrote this preface for my collection of poems, titled "A Record of my Travels in the South."
文天祥《指南录后序》原文如下：
德祐二年二月十九日，予除右丞相兼枢密使，都督诸路军马。

时北兵已迫修门外，战、守、迁皆不及施。

缙绅、大夫、士萃于左丞相府，莫知计所出。

会使
辙交驰，北邀当国者相见，众谓予一行为可以纾祸。

国事至此，予不得爱身；意北亦尚可以口舌动也。

初，奉使往来，无留北者，予更欲一觇北，归而求救国之策。

于是辞相印不拜，翌日，以资政殿学士行。

初至北营，抗辞慷慨，上下颇惊动，北亦未敢遽轻吾国。

不幸吕师孟构恶于前，贾余庆献谄于后，予羁縻不得还，国事遂不可收拾。

予自度不得脱，则直前诟虏帅失信，数吕师孟叔侄为逆，但欲求死，不复顾利害。

北虽貌敬，实则愤怒，二贵酋名曰“馆伴”，夜则以兵围所寓舍，而予不得归矣。

未几，贾余庆等以祈请使诣北。

北驱予并往，而不在使者之目。

予分当引决，然而隐忍以行。

昔人云：“将以有为也”。

至京口，得间奔真州，即具以北虚实告东西二阃，约以连兵大举。

中兴机会，庶几在此。

留二日，维扬帅下逐客之令。

不得已，变姓名，诡踪迹，草行露宿，日与北骑相出没于长淮间。

穷饿无聊，追购又急，天高地迥，号呼靡及。

已而得舟，避渚洲，出北海，然后渡扬子江，入苏州洋，展转四明、天台，以至于永嘉。

呜呼！予之及于死者，不知其几矣！诋大酋当死；骂逆贼当死；与贵酋处二十日，争曲直，屡当死；去京口，挟匕首以备不测，几自刭死；经北舰十余里，为巡船所物色，几从鱼腹死；真州逐之城门外，几彷徨死；如扬州，过瓜洲扬子桥，竟使遇哨，无不死；扬州城下，进退不由，殆例送死；坐桂公塘土围中，骑数千过其门，几落贼手死；贾家庄几为巡徼所陵迫死；夜趋高邮，迷失道，几陷死；质明，避哨竹林中，逻者数十骑，几无所逃死；至高邮，制府檄下，几以捕系死；行城子河，出入乱尸中，舟与哨相后先，几邂逅死；至海陵，如高沙，常恐无辜死；道海安、如皋，凡三百里，北与寇往来其间，无日而非可死；至通州，几以不纳死；以小舟涉鲸波出，无可奈何，而死固付之度外矣！呜呼！死生，昼夜事也，死而死矣，而境界危恶，层见错出，非人世所堪。

痛定思痛，痛何如哉！
予在患难中，间以诗记所遭，今存其本，不忍废，道中手自抄录。

使北营，留北关外，为一卷；发北关外，历吴门、毗陵，渡瓜洲，复还京口，为一卷；脱京口，趋真州、扬州、高邮、泰州、通州，为一卷；自海道至永嘉、来三山，为一卷。

将藏之于家，使来者读之，悲予志焉。

呜呼！予之生也幸，而幸生也何为？所求乎为臣，主辱，臣死有余僇；所求乎为子，父死，子死有余责。

将与草木同朽腐，安能白于地下？今予死不足惜，
独惜予从前少以文字自见，而使千载之后知予者，特以今日之文也。

是年夏五，改元景炎，庐陵文天祥自序其诗，名曰《指南录》。