给生命一个出口

Tanga ubuzima

Iyi ni inkuru yukuri.Iyi nkuru yatumye nsoma umuziki nubuzima bwa mbere.

Muri uwo mwaka, yari afite imyaka 29. Ku myaka 29, biracyari muto cyane kubandi, ariko kuri we, bisa nkaho byanyuze mu kinyejana.Yigeze kubaza nyina ati: Mama: Wigeze uhura n'abadayimoni igihe wari utwite? Cyangwa ikindi, kuki hariho ibiza byinshi kuburyo byose bigwa kumutwe?

Igihe yari akiri umwana, kubera ko umuryango we wari ukennye, yakoraga ari ingimbi maze asubira ku misozi gutwara amabuye.Amabuye manini apima ibiro byinshi yatumye ikibuno cye gihinduka. Ukwezi kwa kabiri nyuma yo gushyingirwa, nasanze umugabo wanjye adasanzwe mu mutwe.Nashakaga gutandukana ariko nsanga ntwite. Ku munsi wa 7 wo kubyara umwana, amaboko n'amaguru byarabyimbye kandi bitagenda nyuma yo kubyuka mu ishami rya leta nkuru. Suka hasi ya sima yibitaro. Umugabo we yinjiye mu bitaro by’indwara

zo mu mutwe. Nyuma y’amezi atandatu avurwa, ubuzima bwe bumeze neza asubira mu rugo, ariko bidatinze arongera ararwara. Amaze kurwara, amukubita inkoni. Nta kundi yari kubigenza uretse kumwohereza mu bitaro by’indwara zo mu mutwe. Kugira ngo amwishyure amafaranga ahenze yo kwivuza, akanguka saa tatu za buri gitondo, akajya ku kazi, agasubira mu rugo saa kumi

z'umugoroba. Ntashobora kubona izuba ku mpande zombi. Mwijoro, akenshi ararira munsi yigitanda. Nyamara, muri ubu buryo, Imana isa nkaho itekereza ko itababajwe bihagije.Mu gutaha, imodoka ya moteri yamwirukanye muri metero nkeya uvuye inyuma, amenyo yimbere yose yarakubiswe, umubiri wose uravunika. Ku bw'amahirwe, igihe umutwe we wagwaga hasi, yambitswe igikapu ku mubiri we kugira ngo arokore ubuzima bwe. Imyumvire y'ubuzima

Yamaze iminsi ibiri muri koma mu bitaro.Ntabwo yabyutse kugeza akangutse bukeye bwaho yumva yumvise umubiri we wose, ahumura amaso abona ko yuzuye shabu. Yibutse uko byagenze, umugabo we uba mu bitaro byo mu mutwe, n'umuhungu we muto mu rugo.

Arihebye! Yatekereje rero ku rupfu, n'inzira y'urupfu.

Inshuti zaje kumureba, zibona isura mbi mumaso ye, bahita bumva icyo atekereza. Ariko yari azi ko nta rurimi rushobora kumugumana muri iki gihe, kandi imibabaro yagize yari myinshi cyane. Amaze gutekereza gato, yagiye kumugurira umuntu mwiza, kugenda na terefone na kaseti nkeya za Beethoven, aramubwira ati: "Umva umuziki! Birashoboka ko umuziki ari we ushobora kugukiza!"

Yaryamye ku buriri maze afungura umuziki. Ako kanya, "Symphony of Fateur" ikomeye yumvikanye mumatwi. "Dangdangdang, Dangdangdang!" Yahumuye amaso, atega amatwi yitonze, agerageza gushaka imbaraga zo kuvuka imbere. Umuziki, amatwi iyo yishimye, umutima iyo ubabaye. Yahumuye amaso, atega amatwi yitonze. Hamwe n'indirimbo ishishikaye, umutima we washenguwe umutima, maze amabuye aremereye, inkoni yazamuye, n'inziga zihuta zigaragara imbere ye. .

Yahagaritse umuziki, azunguza umutwe, abwira