The important day in my life 人生最重要的一天

The important day in my life

As to the important day in my life,, there is no doubt that it is the day when I knew my score of the college entrance examination. During the twenty years of my life, I will never forget that day and the ups and downs of my heart.

In fact, I thought I did quite terrible job after I finished the college entrance examination. So, I was depressed by the awful consequence imagined by myself. I didn’t watch the interesting TV programs, I didn’t eat a lot, even I didn’t sleep at night, and I didn’t talk to anyone else, I was only in a daze. My parents worried me a lot, and my mother usually company with me at home. Furthermore, they didn’t allow me to go out of our house. Maybe, they were aware of my final and the worst plan-suicide.

Form the morning of that day, I felt restless and couldn’t help thinking this thing that if I didn’t pass the exam, I should select what kind of way to end my life. Because I can’t face my parents’disappointed eye-sights and regret words from others.

I admit, I can’t bear any pressure. Nevertheless, I was sure my parents would be extremely sad after they heard the news of my death. I won’t let them hurt for my death. So, my heart was struggling. Then, I required to go out to have a rest. After few minutes’ thinking, my mother approved it.

Then, went out and asked my ex-boyfriend to company with me. I

need someone who can share my anxious and listen to me. However, he is not the right one. He can’t understand and help me at all. So, I chose to sit in the fast-restaurant with an ice-cream. To be honest, I didn’t remember the taste I ate. I just wasted my time. After that, I went to the city moat. Yes, this river is the best place to suicide. I even found a much deeper water area, so that I can suicide successfully. When I remind this, I only want to laugh at myself. At that time, I was so young that I can’t undertake such a failure.

At about 3 o’clock pm. I went home after several calls from my parents. My mother and I were waiting for the result of my exam. I remember clearly when I typed the numbers, my fingers trembled and my heart beat fast. As soon as I saw my score, I cried and embraced my mother. I was a dim girl, so, I didn’t dare to think a good result. But, I felt very excited when I saw the high marks of me. I never thought that my score would surpass the first standard score. And the tremble followed me until I slept on that day. Now, I can seemingly feel the joyful at that moment. Although, I can’t express it form my poor words. Besides, my mother told me that she knew I would take this thing too hard, so, she asked for leave to look after me. And she and my father didn’t dare say anything about the exam. When I heard these, I moved by my parents’attention and felt deeply remorseful for the idea of suicide.

Going to college is the first important step in my life; I learned a lot